One month. It doesn't seem like very long, but in some ways, it feels like an eternity.
It feels like it was so long ago that I was pregnant with you. My body is pretty much physically healed at this point, and that makes me sad. It means that almost all traces of you are gone from me. The spots that appeared under my arms are gone. That pain in my pelvis is almost unnoticeable now, aside from a few creaks here and there. My feet don't hurt anymore. My stitches have dissolved, and I'm back in my pre-pregnancy clothes already.
It hurts to think that you were so fleeting. Here and gone so fast.
But not your spirit.
|Luke's Skywalkers--OC Walk to Remember 2012|
I know my emotional healing has a long way to go. But I felt your spirit there with us, yesterday, Luke. Daddy and I still miss you so much.